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All These Songs Are Happy Songs

by Party Fridge

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1.
Pilot 03:46
i'll let you inside my head but it's as ugly as i feel when my dysphoria gets the best of me nowadays i stand in the middle of the road cause nothing's real and if i thought i could survive i'd stay home and smoke myself to sleep i don't wanna be here i don't wanna be alive
2.
i'm giving up so let me know how to be happy alone i tell myself that i won't break i'm afraid that i'm on my way almost is good enough but not enough i promise that i try but then i'm drowning in makeup i paint all my insides simple moments and phrases they seem to pass you by but if i love it then i'll frame it as a moment in my life so i got a dog but damn she bites it stings but i'll be alright it's in my head when i found love i think then i fuck it up sometimes i'm good enough but not enough in the seasons of my life when i wake up in the evenings i'm looking like i died and it's always an ice age but i try to stay alive be my heat and be my light all my life i take what i'm prescribed to prevent my suicide so break the ice i know i'm cut up like i'm christ but i know i'm not coming back alive not coming back alive so get away shut me up am i loving you way too much yeah i've done wrong how i atone i scream into microphones tell them i'm good enough but tell them stuff that makes me look alive when i'm fading in the nightmare that you all call a life and i'm so sorry to say this but i've gotta say goodbye yeah i know just how you hate this but promise you'll survive i'm walking out without my coat maybe i'll feel at home the nights that i'm left alone come outside i know you won't
3.
i never learned to play the guitar just a healthy way to get out my emotions and i like it when people talk to me because it's proof that i exist i'm not sure what my face looks like ever since i broke all the mirrors in my house but i know what i sound like no i don't thing i look like a boy in a dress i'm sorry for what i said i know it doesn't matter anymore the thought of being him makes me wanna but a gun inside my head so don't go looking for old photographs if you find one burn it too i don't wanna think about those days i don't wanna think about those days i don't think it's fair for you to be asking me these questions like i'd ever know the answer i just take my medicine and hope for the best don't ask me any favors anxiety anxiety comes out more when you utter he makes me miss the days of summer keif that made me dream so perfectly i thought the pipe could help me wipe the tears that came all dressed in white but now the tears all turned to sway my mood that shifted into may anxiety anxiety ben hopkins fucking lied to me made me hate the girl i wanna be won't you shrivel up and die in peace now the government stole my way to cope and i'm lying here without a hope i hardly ever think just right but i fell down to my knees last night i prayed to god she'd send a rope so i could climb my right outta this or or tie a noose and kick the chair
4.
please don't fight she's obviously sick but i don't mind if you want to stay anyway i don't know what i'm supposed to tell you she doesn't love you and that's just the way it is now she's got you fogging up the mirror it's hard to sleep with shit like this going down upstairs so please don't fight you don't know how far she is gone and you know your'e spitting venom anyway my dreams are filled with endless shouting from the room next to mine i'd like to take a walk but i'm not sure if i remember how to tie my shoes so i don't trip and paint the sidewalk glowing red lights fill my eyes they yell to stop the chaos brewing in my mind's eye says i don't think i can hold on but wait for me to say i'm not ready for this song to end please don't fight she's obviously sick but i don't mind if you want to stay anyway i don't know what i'm supposed to tell you she doesn't love you and that's just the way it is
5.
painfully sober and losing my head my mind goes to work but i stay in bed all my ideas will soon go to waste if i can't go outside let the sun see my face i live off of coffee and nicotine hills the gateway to nowhere in spite of these pills i can't stress enough that i don't understand the meaning of me or the thoughts in my hands i lie here and wait with my head on a plate for a silver spoon, the cure to my ache my hands on my eyes, coughing up smoke i'm higher than most but i'm bound to choke
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A Happy Song 01:52
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all my friends are afraid of me they don't know how to be there for me she tells me hey put the safety on cause i don't wanna see i don't wanna see you gone i think i might take a hit or two cause i don't know where i i don't know where i belong hey god are you listening or am i just shouting words to outer space if i was an astronaut i'd fly far away far away from here but i'm grounded and i'm still me so i'll just keep screaming, praying frantically hey mister what's your story? do you know what it's like to be in misery? he rolls up his sleeves and he shows me from scars from a life, a life he left behind i feel obliged so i show him mine and the stories start coming my tears start rolling down and all my regrets come down to nothing if i can't resist the urge to slit my wrist and bleed out all my love if i dig deep enough will i find hell or just burn up? who am i but the freak who fucked up one too many times part of me hates you part of me loves you part of me needs you nobody knows how close i came how often i still think about those days nobody knows how close i came how often i still think about it think about it

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Party Fridge is:
Bailey Larkin- Guitar, Vocals
Sophie Neuman- Drums, Vocals, Trumpet
Elijah Hazim- Bass

THANK YOU:
Kole and Robert for opening their home to us and letting us live there for a week while we made this record. BIG THANKS to kole for putting a ton of hours into producing this project. We simply would not have this album without him.

Courtney, Ethan, and Ginny (and sophie lol) for letting us use their house as a practice space and also for being our best friends omg i love you guys so much uwu

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released July 27, 2018

Written and performed by Bailey Larkin, Elijah Hazim, and Sophie Neuman
Produced by Kole Waters

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